Web Anxiety, Big Brother and Cooking

Hello Again,
Had such a weird morning. Dogs woke me up at 7am, had to walk them, went back to bed and then slept for much longer than I had planned for. Feeling more sleepy now than I did at 7. Oh well.

Gary's in London today and I have nothing to do - reckon the day might drag a bit.

Yesterday wasn't quite as bad as I expected though as a friend came over to see me and we dyed my hair black again.

This is all boring stuff though. Who watched Big Brother last night?

What a load of odd-uns! Might stayed tuned in for a bit but I can't help but feel dirty with that statement.

I've tried really hard not to get stressed out about anything this week, which kind of meant not really doing much, and sometimes I've still found myself getting worked up over nothing. Seriously not funny. For example, cooking, something that most people have to do if they want to eat. I have either had to ask Gary to cook or have just ended up shoving something in the oven and you know what that means...unhealthy!
Even today - cooking is about 5 hours away and I'm worrying about it. Thats screwed up.

I got anxious checking my emails the other day - web anxiety is what I'm coining it.

I seem to have a visitor (my nan) so gonna go and smile dutifully.

Love and Best Wishes
Stace
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